Wednesday, 5 March 2014
Thursday, 27 February 2014
Adakah ini tanda dari NYA
Sedari semalam membawa ke hari ni..Aku masih terpinga2..persoalan demi persoalan berlegar2 di ruangan benak ku..mungkinkah? Adakah ini ? Aahhh dan mcm2 lg soalan yg bertandang...
Tiba2 aku jadi rungsing..tak tentu rasa..takut ..bengong pun ada juga..Ya Allah beri lah hidayah dan petunjuk mu kepadsku hambamu yg hina dan kerdil ini...
SEBENARNYA..smlm lebih kurang jam 4.30 pm..tiba2 aku rasa mcm daging di dalam tubuhku bergetar dan berdenyut..bila aku sedar akannya.. denyutan itu datangnya dari bahagian pusatku..tidak lama ..dalam beberapa saat ..denyutan tu hilang bila aku tersedar akan kehadirannya....aku terus tersentak..terpinga2..ini petanda untuk aku ke Ya Allah..
Aku yg terkesima dan tergamam terus google cari tajuk 100 hari sebelum kematian..lantas aku rasa mcm tersekat tatkala baca kepada bahagian 40 hari sebelum kematian....mcm sama je ?
Tapi entah kenapa aku seaakan2 diberi kekuatan oleh Allah..... aku tak menangis sebaliknya aku cuma berdiam diri agak lama sebelum ku ceritakan pada N ..dialah satu2nya teman..sahabat..kakak..boleh dikatakan kdg2 mcm mak juga kpd sku ...apa lg terus berjurai2 airmatanya..tp pelik aku masih tak nangis lagi cuma sedikit sebak sbb tengok N dah tersedu2...aku boleh nasihatkan dia lagi..mcm ni bunyi nasihat aku ke dia semalam."jangan nangis la ..u pun tahu janji Allah tu pasti..setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati..kalau dah tiba masa I pergi i tetap akan pergi..yg hidup perlu terus hidup"..dan aku tambah lagi "dahlah ya jgn fikir2 we just follos the wave"...tp yg menjadi big question mark to me now ...kenapa aku masih tidak sedih mengenangkan apa yg bakal terjadi kelak..kalau benarlah petanda yg diberi ke atas diri ku semalam...
MUNGKINKAH..AKU JADI BEGINI SEBAB AKU SELALU FIKIR AKAN MATI ..KERANA HIDUP DI AKHIRAT LAH YG ABADI.
TP APA2 PUN MARILAH KITA SAMA2 BERDOA KEHADRAT ILAHI AGAR KITA DIBERI HIDAYAH DAN PETUNJUK KE JALAN LURUS DAN BENAR YANG DIREDHAINYA.. DAN CUBA SEHABIS MUNGKIN UNTUK JADI MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT YANG SENTIASA MENJAGA AMALAN SERTA MEMPERCAYAI ALLAH YG SATU.".QUL HUALLAH HU AHAD"..DAN NABI MUHAMMAD SALALLAH ALAIHI WASSALAM..SERTA JANGAN LUPA TENTANG SL QURAN DAN AS SUNNAH
"Salamun Kaulam Mirabbirahim"
Tiba2 aku jadi rungsing..tak tentu rasa..takut ..bengong pun ada juga..Ya Allah beri lah hidayah dan petunjuk mu kepadsku hambamu yg hina dan kerdil ini...
SEBENARNYA..smlm lebih kurang jam 4.30 pm..tiba2 aku rasa mcm daging di dalam tubuhku bergetar dan berdenyut..bila aku sedar akannya.. denyutan itu datangnya dari bahagian pusatku..tidak lama ..dalam beberapa saat ..denyutan tu hilang bila aku tersedar akan kehadirannya....aku terus tersentak..terpinga2..ini petanda untuk aku ke Ya Allah..
Aku yg terkesima dan tergamam terus google cari tajuk 100 hari sebelum kematian..lantas aku rasa mcm tersekat tatkala baca kepada bahagian 40 hari sebelum kematian....mcm sama je ?
Tapi entah kenapa aku seaakan2 diberi kekuatan oleh Allah..... aku tak menangis sebaliknya aku cuma berdiam diri agak lama sebelum ku ceritakan pada N ..dialah satu2nya teman..sahabat..kakak..boleh dikatakan kdg2 mcm mak juga kpd sku ...apa lg terus berjurai2 airmatanya..tp pelik aku masih tak nangis lagi cuma sedikit sebak sbb tengok N dah tersedu2...aku boleh nasihatkan dia lagi..mcm ni bunyi nasihat aku ke dia semalam."jangan nangis la ..u pun tahu janji Allah tu pasti..setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati..kalau dah tiba masa I pergi i tetap akan pergi..yg hidup perlu terus hidup"..dan aku tambah lagi "dahlah ya jgn fikir2 we just follos the wave"...tp yg menjadi big question mark to me now ...kenapa aku masih tidak sedih mengenangkan apa yg bakal terjadi kelak..kalau benarlah petanda yg diberi ke atas diri ku semalam...
MUNGKINKAH..AKU JADI BEGINI SEBAB AKU SELALU FIKIR AKAN MATI ..KERANA HIDUP DI AKHIRAT LAH YG ABADI.
TP APA2 PUN MARILAH KITA SAMA2 BERDOA KEHADRAT ILAHI AGAR KITA DIBERI HIDAYAH DAN PETUNJUK KE JALAN LURUS DAN BENAR YANG DIREDHAINYA.. DAN CUBA SEHABIS MUNGKIN UNTUK JADI MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT YANG SENTIASA MENJAGA AMALAN SERTA MEMPERCAYAI ALLAH YG SATU.".QUL HUALLAH HU AHAD"..DAN NABI MUHAMMAD SALALLAH ALAIHI WASSALAM..SERTA JANGAN LUPA TENTANG SL QURAN DAN AS SUNNAH
"Salamun Kaulam Mirabbirahim"
Friday, 21 February 2014
Gua tak tahan derr...
Beb.
Baca blog lu betul2 buat gua tak tahan2 gatal tangan nak tulis dan buat blog gaks...kannnn!
Beb.
Setiap hari gua baca status update facebook lu gua dah rasa cam best je kalau gua pun leh buat luahan rasa cam lu..dan hari ni gua gagahkan diri tuk create blog gua sendiri....hehe...nnt ku tgk2 kan gua ni ada bakat ke idak...
Beb.
To be truth gua peminat setia setiap status2 lu..dan itu lah gua jadikan sumber ispirasi...tulisan lu selalu bikin gua tangkap leleh derrr....
And to all the so called beb is my bff Siti Norbaya Mohd Din
Baca blog lu betul2 buat gua tak tahan2 gatal tangan nak tulis dan buat blog gaks...kannnn!
Beb.
Setiap hari gua baca status update facebook lu gua dah rasa cam best je kalau gua pun leh buat luahan rasa cam lu..dan hari ni gua gagahkan diri tuk create blog gua sendiri....hehe...nnt ku tgk2 kan gua ni ada bakat ke idak...
Beb.
To be truth gua peminat setia setiap status2 lu..dan itu lah gua jadikan sumber ispirasi...tulisan lu selalu bikin gua tangkap leleh derrr....
And to all the so called beb is my bff Siti Norbaya Mohd Din
Real sad story a about someone
Hi this is my very first time in writing blog..actually I am not sure from where to start but I will try my best to express this story ...
Let me introduce the someone as 'S'..for the fact that we knew her way back in 2009 but not really closed. She disappear then for couple of years and we met again last year..to be exact during fasting month..
Before we go further to 'S' story let me intro my so so special bff ,my companion , my sister and sometime she acting like my mum ..and she is 'N' ..she is now full time lecturer at one of the University in Selangor...before that she had been lecturing working adults for many years due to her working experienced for more than 20 years and she holding Master Degree and CIT..currently she pursuing her PHD..her dream to become a Doctor one day..Insya Allah..Ameen
Why need to include 'N' in this story? The
fact is I getting to know 'S' from 'N' during her class in the centre that 'S' worked as Marketing that point of time. That is the intro..not the climax...haha
When we (me and N) first met her (S) last year in mamak shop only..we both surprised that she has now owned a Centre (higher learning centre for working adults) of her own..wow what a splendid?..we started wondering from where she had the money and bla..bla..bla. but of course we didnt asked directly..since then we hanged out often and one day we talked about collaboration with the Uni that 'N' working with..we started to had few meeting..meet oftenly and till one day 'S' introduce us to her so called partner Dr.S... again we discuss about the plan of the collaboration ..'N' help them a lot with this plan ..of course bring up the idea to Uni..arranged meeting with concerned parties and for you guys info the collaboration successful and they had just do the ceremony last month..
The sad story about 'S' started from here..besides helping out to make the collaboration successful 'N' at the same time besides lecturing full time at the centre she also lectured at the centre owned by 'S' during weekend..N started her first lecture with S centre somewhere in November but its not all..in Nov she had 2 class and Dec she had another 2 class..so total up 4 classes..but up till Jan14 'S' never mentioned when to pay fee to 'N' until ..then i also came into the picture we both have to call and asked few time but she seemed treat this as less important..coz according to her ..she have to prepare a lots of things for the upcoming event ..that collaboration ceremony..ok we just continue to be patient until the ceremony over then we met her week after that..before that lots of phone calls..sms..whatsup to her requsting for the fees..and surprised she issue 'N' all Post Dated Cheque which 1 clear in early Feb and the rest in March and her face showed not guilty at all..and i just wanted to scream and tell hey idiot job doned long time ago..and u thing this is donation? ...what the F...!
Oh..i almost forget the real sad part of 'S' ...during the ceremony she did the speech..she really thought that event is grand but to us and most of the guess thought its opposite..its really showed her stupidity and unorganized..during the speech she mentioned the name of the VIP wrongly..she forgot to thanks to N that to me making the effort on the very first step for her to enter to the Uni..and very shocking she totally ignored her partner Dr. S after what he has done..the Uni agreed to collaborate durle to him coz he was former Chairman at one of the top Uni in Kl earlier...we knew that the capital she had to run the biz is from him but yet till today she just ignored him..of course he keep on hunting her and try to jeapordise her name with everybody coz to me simple..'S' is never been thruthful to herself either how can she act truly with others..currently we both really act save with our relationahip we her..we had set a limit..to us she is corn women..we heard a lots of strories about her which majority negatives..she said she complete her study in overseas but when u asked her where it is..she can informef tgst she forget her Uni names that she study before..opps so clishe...what do u think?even me myself can still remember my primary school name..
Sorry guys since this is mybvery first experienced in writing..but this is my sad story i really want to share ...maybe if I have time I will write again....
Let me introduce the someone as 'S'..for the fact that we knew her way back in 2009 but not really closed. She disappear then for couple of years and we met again last year..to be exact during fasting month..
Before we go further to 'S' story let me intro my so so special bff ,my companion , my sister and sometime she acting like my mum ..and she is 'N' ..she is now full time lecturer at one of the University in Selangor...before that she had been lecturing working adults for many years due to her working experienced for more than 20 years and she holding Master Degree and CIT..currently she pursuing her PHD..her dream to become a Doctor one day..Insya Allah..Ameen
Why need to include 'N' in this story? The
fact is I getting to know 'S' from 'N' during her class in the centre that 'S' worked as Marketing that point of time. That is the intro..not the climax...haha
When we (me and N) first met her (S) last year in mamak shop only..we both surprised that she has now owned a Centre (higher learning centre for working adults) of her own..wow what a splendid?..we started wondering from where she had the money and bla..bla..bla. but of course we didnt asked directly..since then we hanged out often and one day we talked about collaboration with the Uni that 'N' working with..we started to had few meeting..meet oftenly and till one day 'S' introduce us to her so called partner Dr.S... again we discuss about the plan of the collaboration ..'N' help them a lot with this plan ..of course bring up the idea to Uni..arranged meeting with concerned parties and for you guys info the collaboration successful and they had just do the ceremony last month..
The sad story about 'S' started from here..besides helping out to make the collaboration successful 'N' at the same time besides lecturing full time at the centre she also lectured at the centre owned by 'S' during weekend..N started her first lecture with S centre somewhere in November but its not all..in Nov she had 2 class and Dec she had another 2 class..so total up 4 classes..but up till Jan14 'S' never mentioned when to pay fee to 'N' until ..then i also came into the picture we both have to call and asked few time but she seemed treat this as less important..coz according to her ..she have to prepare a lots of things for the upcoming event ..that collaboration ceremony..ok we just continue to be patient until the ceremony over then we met her week after that..before that lots of phone calls..sms..whatsup to her requsting for the fees..and surprised she issue 'N' all Post Dated Cheque which 1 clear in early Feb and the rest in March and her face showed not guilty at all..and i just wanted to scream and tell hey idiot job doned long time ago..and u thing this is donation? ...what the F...!
Oh..i almost forget the real sad part of 'S' ...during the ceremony she did the speech..she really thought that event is grand but to us and most of the guess thought its opposite..its really showed her stupidity and unorganized..during the speech she mentioned the name of the VIP wrongly..she forgot to thanks to N that to me making the effort on the very first step for her to enter to the Uni..and very shocking she totally ignored her partner Dr. S after what he has done..the Uni agreed to collaborate durle to him coz he was former Chairman at one of the top Uni in Kl earlier...we knew that the capital she had to run the biz is from him but yet till today she just ignored him..of course he keep on hunting her and try to jeapordise her name with everybody coz to me simple..'S' is never been thruthful to herself either how can she act truly with others..currently we both really act save with our relationahip we her..we had set a limit..to us she is corn women..we heard a lots of strories about her which majority negatives..she said she complete her study in overseas but when u asked her where it is..she can informef tgst she forget her Uni names that she study before..opps so clishe...what do u think?even me myself can still remember my primary school name..
Sorry guys since this is mybvery first experienced in writing..but this is my sad story i really want to share ...maybe if I have time I will write again....
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